Monday, August 25, 2008

everything changes and it doesn't really

  • procrastination. rummmaged through cards / letters / postcards that people wrote to me from ancient times (2001-2005) to procrastinate from job searching.  (i did it!)  i don't know why i can't get myself to do things, especially important things.
  • youthful exuberance, sunshine, and homemade stuff.  they were mentioned in the ancient artifacts from above.  like i'm still 5 or 10 or 15.  or 20 or 25.
  • buni quotes justin on change, that it's something we should accept positively, not to fight: we change, our circumstances change, and so do our relationships.  especially at life-change, transition points.  makes sense.  i watch multiple relationships deteriorate under those circumstances, and i worry.  why worry about uncontrollable things?  i worry anyways.
  • amartya engaged, matt m buys a house, naureen moves to london, kat moves back to the bay area, michelle starts ut.  when we grow old, the decisions we make are more serious.  myth? 

weekending notes
  • wordless music
  • eating:  veg lasagna, blueberry pancakes, blue plate, bourbon & branch, tangerine
  • hairs cut
  • trying to get my act together.

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