burn the nightclub down (old 97s)

i was mean toward a friend who acts kind of pathetic.

i shouldn't have -- i know it is very hard when your closest friends move away and you feel lonely.

it reminded me of one friday night last summer. at the end of the day, eugene suggested that we (me, him, priscilla) grab dinner after work. both priscilla and i were not enthused, but we went anyways. eugene was lonely; we were lonely too. it reminded me also of playing games with dan and john. their girlfriends had left for the summer, and i would hang out with anyone. (anyone who knows me knows that my top favorite social activites include dinner and board games. so it's not that i wasn't genuinely interested in hanging out!)

i guess the point of this ramble is: -1 point to carol for not acting with more sympathy. people have held out their hands to me, and i should only do the same.